The Den

whips on scottish accent --> 'i want that one'

2005-09-03T09:53:29Z

am back from camp!
since i can't be bothered to recount anything, all I am going to say is that it was good
better than most of the camps that I've been on despite having only one cold shower for 5 days, drop toilets and sore shoulders
It was great! C'etait tres bon!
you appreciate modern technology (otherwise known as home) so much more after living in tents for 5 days
the thought of having a foldawayable home is pretty cool, until you start to actually try live in it
I wasn't at the mercy of any mosquitoes but i did get quite a few scratches and bruises, especially on my legs which are pretty battered
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oh yeah, when we got back to school, i found out we won tournament of minds --> WTF?! even though i slaved countless monday afternoons and a few nights to get it done, i didn't think we'd actually win, i mean, what were they thinking?! i thought the person who told me was just trying to trick me.
and yeah, even though i'm all happy-doodle-doo, i was looking forward to free monday afternoons
now i have to do it again -.-
aren't i so lucky?
...
on a happier note i'm going to see the new and improved Charlie and the Chocolate Factory......okay i've had a serious mindblank, i started typing Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory instead...is it Wonka? or Wonker........i'm confuzzled now
anyway Johnny Depp! and Tim Burton! its great! YESSSSSSSS
um *cough* .....yeah.....
oh look the shower is calling my name...and so is the bed! and my homework -.- maybe i'll just ignore the last one

tribute to my finger

2005-08-15T08:09:26Z

oh woe is my finger! the middle digit of my left hand is now missing part of its fleshy exterior to that of my white fold-back knife. the joys of life. i hope that wherever you are - despite the possibility that you might still be hanging by a sliver of skin on to my middle finger - that when you start to rot in the dumps, decomposing in the sunlight along with the rats that pause to nibble on you - you have a safe journey to where ever it is that you may be going to.

i have now been reduced to typing with 9 fingers and one that looks like its swelled up to the size of a golf ball. lets just say its taking a long time to get things done....
i think i know what its like to be "THE THING" in fantastic four now, when he tries to dial his girlfriends number? yeah...like that feeling.

the nurse decided to do that multi-tasky thing that us females do very often and talk on the phone while trying to bandage my finger...she got this huge roll of bandage thingy out and started to wrap it around my finger. around and around and around and twist and around and around and around...until she finally snipped it and when i paused to examine it, i decided that i do not like this new development of my anatomy very much.

it looks very bulbous. and its got weight at the end of it so when i walk my hand starts to swing alot, with the momentum. ...lotsa blood loss occurred... started soaking up the tissue pretty much immediately. also, it's throbbing. bad. in time with my pulse. its feels like my hearts jumping out of my finger, in my chest and out of my throat. cause it just so happens that i've got the flu! lucky me!

...my mum said its all because i kept my broken plate.. ever since she broke it and i insisted that we not throw it away, i have been getting numerous cuts... a bit superstitious, but i may start believing it. thing is, i have feelings for this plate, its one of those things that you know that you'll be old with and when you look back into em dusty boxes in the attic and find it, you'll be like "i remember doing that in yr 5" it also doesn't help that i'm particularly proud of this artwork masterpiece.

anyway, The Island is really good! i don't know what critics are on about really, saying its "unsatisfying" and what not =P
all thanks to vicky! who miraculously won the paper's tickets to the movies and invited me along!
so yes, recced to everyone who hasn't seen it. so i now use the imperative word: GO WATCH! NOW!

metal_flaw @ 2005-07-17T20:32:00

2005-07-17T11:38:46Z

Have finally watched Sin City! though it was really really different from what I expected and I fully understand why they made it M15+
can't say i didn't enjoy it though, thouroughly amused in certain parts but I am a little sickened at the mere thought of Jessica Alba (as herself) kissing Bruce Willis....which is slightly strange as i should be more worried that she plays a 19 year old girl while Willis seems to be pushing 60 *GAGS*
I will never look the same way at Elijah Wood in plain the same way again, NEVER. Just a little to creepy for my tastes in the movie, right up till the part when he died.
They made the blood look like the substance in a glow stick...which was slightly disappointing and the some of the commentary was completely unneccesary but nothing's perfect I guess.
They all seemed to have an affixiation with mutilating the male gentilia *greens*
and they had the classic japanese crazy assassin with her bloody katanas! *rock onnnn*

ehhhh there was this pissed off cat glaring at us in the pet store the other day, like really glaring, it was one of those fluffy white cats that you see rich ladies and the such pampering. Rachel swore it's eyelids couldn't get any squintier by the way it was glaring at us but i think it heard her and it went into full glare mode. it almost looked like it was closing its eyes from the way it was looking at us....i don't think i'll be buying a cat anytime soon

I think people are trying to tell me stuff, but i'm quite happy to stay ignorant
1. Szonyi giving me two books: i) how to get a love life ii) how to get a life
....i think both explain themselves (they were pretty amusing though and i'm pretty sure it was a joke...if i'm wrong....)
2. I went out to dinner with some family friends and a waiter brought out the chow and started serving rice. When it gets to me, my friend's mum tells the waiter "only a little bit" (in chinese) and she hands it to me saying "this one is for you"
can't say i'm not annoyed by her actions *seeths* but yeah, instead of making a scene like i really really wanted to, i said i already ate before...which is technically true...just like 7 hours ago true
3. She (same lady) starts to critisize my teeth saying they are buck teeth <--lady, i didn't get 4 teeth taken out, 2 years of braces and a lifetime of wearing retainers for nothing

I'm unusually pissed off at the moment....ummm yeah maybe i should stay off the sugar...
well since not everyone has finished the new phenomenon that is the 6th Harry Potter book, my ramblings are going behind an lj cut

Finally finished the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince...and it was a million times better than the 5th book. Wasn't as excited about this book as I was the last book...mostly because the 5th one SUCKED and i believed the 6th one would be worse...but whaddya know, it actually was a pretty good read. But I think everyone was poisoned with aphrodisiacs or something cause they were all horny!
Won-Won/Lavender - sucking face 24/7
Won-Won/Hermione - do I spy jealousy?
Won-Won/Romilda - ...not only Romilda but yeah just basically anything with two legs, breasts and a pretty face
Harry/Ginny - "the drowsing creature in Harry's chest suddenly raised its head, sniffing the air hopefully" *is disturbed*
Ginny/Dean - no comment
Harry/Draco - "Harry, however, had never been less interested in Quidditch; he was rapidly becoming obsessed with Draco Malfoy" ..........ummmmmm *slash fans rejoice and throw up confetti*
Draco/Moaning Myrtle - *Blinks hard at book and re-reads line to see if that is actually happening*
Remus/Tonks - WTF?
Arthur/Molly - MOLLYWOBBLES? even more WTF?
Severus/Narcissa - BIG implications people
Dementors - breeding...lets not go there

well yeah, considering I can actually think up so many pairings off the top of my head is pretty amazing

ahhhhhh The Death of Dumbledore (yes i feel that this is a significant enough event to earn it capital first letters) I was--am shocked at his death...and the worst part is that it was for nothing... he's not supposed to die! he is a constant! dude! JK Rowling what have you been smoking?
plus i actually liked him in this book, whereas in the 5th one he was annoying as hell
Couldn't stop thinking that Rowling stole this off Fanfiction because there are so many fanfictions with this type of content o.0 *is very much weirded out*
Snape...is good? maybe. bad? always has been. A psycho for killing dumbledore? possibly

my sister was trying to get me to explain the page where Dumbledore tells Harry that he "must understand!"...had to read it a few times and when i explained it to her she seemed like she understood but i just totally confused myself. Way to go Steph (you dork)!

Slughorn was annoying to say the least...and the inferi were very unoriginal. VERY. am not in the mood for zombie hunting right now

I didn't even suspect that Snape was the Half Blood Prince...despite all the clues and facts that popped up, you might've noticed that i'm not that observant. I spied a slight mistake though, Rowling writes that the book was about 50 years old and according to Harry in which he says something along the lines of couldn't-be-my-father-it's-too-old-and-he-didn't-go-to-school-then-thing...well didn't Snape go to school with him at the same time?
or maybe i was too drunk from reading non-stop that i read something weird...it's a possibility...yeah...i think thats it...there's probably more to ramble with but..i can't be bothered

I got the Hot Hot Heat Album! and although the lead singer has ...that curly pasta hair which looks really weird, they rawkkkk
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...and shtuff...
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metal_flaw @ 2005-07-14T21:34:00

2005-07-14T11:56:38Z

i have approximately 5 days until school starts again...i'm hoping they'll be a very long 5 days
just watched Boone die on LOST ...yeah so now i'm kinda angsty...he was one of the pretty characters too, though i must admit Jin was particularly amusing in this particular episode.
Jack had the weird goth look going after draining half his life liquid and i think his actions were slightly tinged with sadism when he was about to brutally amputate Boone's leg *feels slightly grossed out*
i think my aunties and my mum are leading a conspiracy to try convert me to actually *look* at their teeth. They ALLLL want me to become a dentist. i'm sorry to say but i have no cravings to go look at hard white things (in some cases coming in a range of different colours e.g. yellow/brown/black) poking out of fleshy firm bits with a gross tongue lolling around in the back of someones throat while they breathe onion scented oxygen into my face =P
Not that being a doctor would be much better where you'd have to be looking in a lot more places than just the mouth but still. I'M ONLY IN YR 9 DAMNIT

anyway, i learnt how fold this neat origami thing the other day from a friend who gave one to me made out of a Hong Kong $20 note (equivilant to abour $AU 3.50 so don't get all excited) yeah....so i've been lazing around the house making numerous amounts of these tricky contraptions *is proud of self*
tomorrow is coming soon! be excited for me, we're watching SIN CITY *WOOOOHOOOOOOO*

metal_flaw @ 2005-06-22T19:28:00

2005-06-22T09:54:35Z

less than 14 hours till end of school! *yessssssssss* =D
plus, i don't have any major homework due which is a big bonus cause it would really suckass to have an assignment due last day.
suckingass with a straw and duct tape (as rachel has put it) is an interesting concept neh? okay stop me before i think furthur
unfortunately, my last lesson on friday is --> french! out of all the subjects! it somehow always ends up being the last subject of the term for me.

last...last monday it was the queens b'day! errr well not really but yes the point is, it was a public holiday and i had heapz of fun with my friends!
to add to my present list i can include:
- small friends book gift from shirley
- and TAROT CARDS!
don't ask me what cards i drew, i really can't remember

spread the word! the news~ the disease *dundundun* so theres been a bug going around, latching onto people who pass them to their friends...namely me
yup, i think so far more than half of my major friends have been sick, plus my dad so i can't really be sure who i got it from.

..........i need new friends.

joking, but yeah, now i have a runny nose, sore throat that i think is armed with spears and arrows cause it's trying to kill from the inside out. my voice sounds reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaallly grating plus i have a throbbing headache that is really really pissing me off... okay just wait i few seconds while i hack the life outta me

*HACKHACKHACKHACKHACKHACK*
*emerges half dead* nearly there
*HACKHACKAAAAACCCCHHHHHOOOOOHACKHACKHACKSNIFF*

.....okay....don't feel half better but thats okay, i'll survive

guess what time of year it is =)

2005-06-10T08:56:27Z

^^ you guessed rite peoples! my birthday! dundundun --> hehheheh and i already had a surprise party, first ever! well...it's not quite my b'day, two days is close enough i suppose^^
*huggles friends* awww it really warms me to the heart when i think about it, and i of course knew all about it mwahahhahah eh...eh...well actually no...it was ingeniusously planned by friends and i suspected nothing. nada. zilch
...sorta slaps me in the face when i actually think about how obvious it was

hints that passed right by me:
- friends purposely lagging behind to make me get to normal lunch area late
- other friends purposely got to lunch early to prepare, really early
- squish's remark "phase A"
- rachel's remark "phase B"
- steph's subtle question "where were you this morning?" just incase i overhead them, when they all decided to come to school early and plot
- rachel and squish's horrified looks when we got let out of chapel early *smirk*
- squish stalling my journey to lunch "i just need to go check the notice board"
- more stalling by rachel "wait i need to tie my shoelace"
- squish playing a game on the path way where you don't step on the "lines" only the "spaces" to stall even more time
- squish's coincidental forgetfulness to bring lunch
- victoria gettting a digi cam from the library --> PHOTOS!
-...and.....stuff

gosh...i hope theres no more >< hehehehe but i was supa, uber, mega surprised when i saw lotsa party food and a cake waiting for me with huge ass candles signing "15"
but then there were the vultures, the scabbers, rats, scanvengers --> whatever else you'd like to call them
overalllllllll --> i think it was the best b'day party ever
and yeah... what i really want to say is -->

I LUV YOU GUYS, THX HEAPZ

So far, have gotten:
- mini ipod from mum and dad =) (to put all my songs on to including the next present)
- mixtape/mixcd, part 1 of present from vicky (very cool stuff)
- cross brooch + fifteen paper stars from squish (uber sleek) oh yeah, + logan PSP card <3
- card from laverne (who only knew about my b'day this morning)
- Lots of "happy birthday!" remarks from, friends...friends...strangers...

yeah and a bunch of other stuff that people are like "i got you a present!" but haven't actually given to me... though i told them they didn't have to get anything :S

i seriously love you all hehehh and a few days after, it's rachel's b'day!
heheheh and i have the perfect present ;)

metal_flaw @ 2005-05-06T23:05:00

2005-05-06T13:15:39Z

welp, we finally finished our production that took very friggin long to produce. it was better than expected and the actresses were really talented.
i was filming with a few other friends...so to say... though we didn't do a very good job of it

hmmmm this is probably one of the first times that my brain hasn't provided me something to ramble on about. i must be losing my touch! *gasps horrified*
-.-

metal_flaw @ 2005-04-23T15:46:00

2005-04-23T06:04:42Z

hmmmmm well since holidays are coming to an end, which by the way is a very sad thought, i thought maybe i should try updating.
eh...last week...or at least i think it was last week, we watched Sahara... and all the goodness and glory of Matthew McConaughey and Penelope Cruz was surprisingly funny... heheh and she does throw like a girl *snicker*

holidays have never been more boring. and i think i watched more movies in two weeks than i have in 10 years.... thus i am very sick of tv... if that is even possible.
though hehehe with the exception of LOST, Veronica Mars (which isn't showing in australia so i'm not sure if that can be counted as TV), and glass house... i think i'll survive another 3 days --> though it doens't help that none of them are showing in those 3 days that i'm waiting to pass by.

Literally fell off the couch watching glasshouse last night. My mum came down and asked what was wrong cause i was laughing so much >< eh but it was good...if not a bit crude and had many sexual references that make you want to guffaw so hard but at the same time stuff your ears with tissue.

And i actually completed one of those very friggin long ass crosswords that you find in numerous magazines! eh....well not actually completed but its close enough! and you don't have to find all of it.....just the hidden word... so yes... am very proud of myself...except for the fact that its sad that i actually have time for it -.-
Eh...which reminds me, i have tuition homework which i really should do....but its so hard *whines* like really really hard
I DON"T GET IITTTTT...

Have recently downloaded the latest version of MSN to which i find that it is very friggin COMPLICATED...grahshdfasldkfh;ajdfhsj
and was freaked out by the nudge that my friend sent me. Very very freaked out.... i thought some virus was attacking my computer or something.....to which i would die because i have many valuable files on here that would take AGES to recover.... and i don't do backup.... so yes
...i admit... i'm paranoid

metal_flaw @ 2005-04-14T21:23:00

2005-04-14T11:26:43Z

=.= <-- see the bags...
hmmmm watched The Shining last night... twas weirder than i thought and not as scary as the first impression it gave me...... but it was still scary
and thus the half conscious duds we were, we continued to mumble to each other throughout the night...and into the morning...... or at least i was

hah and then today we had the best water bomb fight ever heh. despite the fact that while piling up the amo I released two on myself before the game had even started.
Of course the plastic wonders soon ran out but --> haha we had buckets!
yes and then we pushed szonyi into the pool again
and of course there was Snowy! the little fluffball dog that looked o-so-cute waddling up and down the stairs *awwwww*

heheheh Veronica Mars is singly the best show ever
it ROX wahahhahahah
i wuv all the characters and their little quirks, the sarcasm, the witty banter, the murder mystery, the romance ! it's got it all

everything else on TV has paled in comparison.... damn it
wahahahha soon i shall be able to see the next episode wahahhahhaha

metal_flaw @ 2005-03-30T19:20:00

2005-03-30T09:26:13Z

hrmmmm theres not much to say...easter weekend was fabulous though, it felt like pre-holidays or something........ but i think i went out more than i do in the holidays... which is kinda sad
gah i'm such a hermit

but... if i had i choice, i'd probably stay home and be warm and safe rather than go bushwalking in the friggin rain for no particular reason... though i must say it was kinda fun...except for the part where we got wet, got lost and got blisters. yes other than that though...

am currently fiddling with paintshoppro 8.... made soemthing...but when i resize it smaller, it comes out blurry
am very frustrated -_-

hmmmmmmm it didn't really turn out too well..... gah it looks better bigger....

metal_flaw @ 2005-03-18T20:43:00

2005-03-18T09:49:17Z

ARGHHHH i am very thouroughly pissed off

Easter Shows suck now, they suck a lot... -_- i dunno if i should go tomorrow or to go next monday...and one way or another a group a friends will get mad at me >< life sucks... i hate being on the losing end. it really sucks

...maybe i should just not go with both of them... but then i want to go with someone... not really my sister and her boyfriend cause that would just be weird

and i'm a social retard so i don't have any other friends... WHAT TO DO???

grr........this didn't really help... gah enuf whining......

Dance!

2005-03-16T07:38:25Z

DO THE FRUG *does cheesy 60's and 70's moves* *shakes butt*

heeeeeeeeeeeee........um anyway

Easter is nearly here! another week or so. so thats an extended 2 day weekend plus mufty on thursday. How mad is that?
and then its the Easter show! Yes! *more lameass moves*
cheese on a stick! marshmellow dipped on chocolate! classic rides! FUN! heeeeeeeeee
the only thing is i don't know what day to go on... grrrrr stupid friends
um... not literally but yes... they're stupid.
especially ~~squishy~~ the one who bugged me during maths and started to ochestrate the numbers and signs in her equation -.- just a little scary

heh...recently watched Hitch... it was cute in a way... funny in some bits... but it wasn't the best movie that will smith has done admitedly
shall go watch constantine next... though i don't really get what it is about...

gah and also slash is not bad. e.g. remus and sirius

the most made-for-each-other-couple in this whole bloody fiction world
if they didn't go together they'd most probably go with other guys anyway.

hmmmmmm... i feel slightly flabby... and lazy...
*gasp* i'm turning into a couch potato! well not really, i don't watch too much tv anymore... except for Lost which is on at the same time is SVU *tears hair out* i luv both shows... it's hard -_-
i think i'll start watching CSI Miami, David Anders might be on!... hee

metal_flaw @ 2005-02-24T19:40:00

2005-02-24T08:57:28Z

Roswell is very frustraing at the moment..... have polished off 20 episodes in 6 days... am feeling very lazy... but i love the um...not-kissing-intensly scenes with maria and michael. they are like made for each other.
i still like Liz and Max though....but they're like....TOO fluffy..
i think my favourite character at the moment would have to be Kyle, he's so cute! and sarcastic! and funny when he's drunk!

swimming carnival today. screamed ~~like a homcidal psycho maniac~~ till my throat and voice were raw...heheh which didn't actually go to waste cause our house actually one the house cup.
since then have been having annoying incessant house cheers in my head.
then we had basketball--> which enlightened me on the fact that i really need to learn how to play and shoot hoops

a.k.a

i suck at bball
and i once again got hot and disgustingly sweaty...okay enough about my human excretions....>< gross much?

i seriously need a life

metal_flaw @ 2005-02-18T21:16:00

2005-02-18T10:35:26Z

have recently discovered the wonderfulness of LOST *heeeeeee*
it's like mega cool, even my dad is into it!...heheh and thats good because it means i actually get to watch it... unlike him not liking the OC and One Tree Hill... he got really freaked out by Payton...
heheheh Boone is prettiful!... am currently pissed off with Kate and Jack though... kinda annoying

today was a meh day... although at badminton we had to do exercises at the end of the session... we looked like FRIGGIN DORKS!... plus i was really tired... and hot... and sweaty.... eugh

hmm... maybe i should go watch Roswell... seems interesting enough... and i like angsty couples...

metal_flaw @ 2005-02-11T23:40:00

2005-02-11T12:50:15Z

ehhhhh school started
we're finally in yr 9!
...but after finally starting the school year, in which the holidays seemed way too short, i have concluded that:
yr 9 is not much different from yr 8 which means = BOREDOM 0.0
e.g. recieving a history assingment on our first lesson -_-

i just got off the phone with my sister's boyfriend... he seems nice enough... he talked to my mum before and told me he was very nervous and scared of her... hahahhaha I LIKE HIM! errrrr not in that way i suppose. just in a mutual-friendship-you-could-be-my-brother-in-law type relationship

ohhhh yesyes HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL
it's the year of the rooster! *buckbuckbuck* soon it will be the year of the cat! not... eh i love fruits basket... anyway

we just went out to dinner.......and my sister wore brown top, with army pattern skirt....... and NEON PUPRLE KNEE-HIGH SOCKS..... i soooo do not know her. and i ended up forgetting to return a clip to my friend who was at the dinner and instead got a few red packets ^^, a drawing of the harbour bridge from my cousin and a little figurine car....which became of sentimental value to me in just over an hour or something... anyway enough rambling......

metal_flaw @ 2005-01-17T21:34:00

2005-01-18T05:37:36Z

heeee i nearly forgot
happy birthday to mira and victoria! ^^ hope you had great birthday's and uh... yeah =D
am currently to the spot in Lake Oswego, Portland, United States of America
have accumalated many pairs of shoes and clothes in the past three days... like a whole luggage full, which honestly isn't my fault, i swear
but i got like four pairs of neat shoes that were like brand namers for like a sixth of the original price!
how cool is that??
and lotsa AE stuff... cant think of what to get my cousins though... hard decision...
Elektra came out last friday!... but i haven't seen it yet.. apparently its REALLy bad though... like 1.5 star rating outta 5... don't know if i should watch it
i went to the cinemas the other day with my cousin to watch Coach Carter but when we got there the line was as long as the school oval!... not quite but close enough... movie seems interesting enough
am seeing ladder 49 this weekend! heheheh its got joaquin phoenix in it *hint hint victoria*
my cousin said its sooo good *does happy dance*
am liking this holiday very much! hehehehhe
my cousins dog is so funny! hehehe he's so cool, his favourite foods include:
dog biscuits
bones
fortune cookies
and...... --> CARROTS
ehheheheh he's so cool
so yeah...
meh

metal_flaw @ 2005-01-12T17:36:00

2005-01-13T01:38:19Z

hello again! once again i have... only... 1 minute and 20 seconds to type an update...
just wasted about 10 seconds helping a lady, anyway
yeah it snowed.. not much though
we only got 3-4 cm of snow while other places like utah got liek 8cm
which really sucks

metal_flaw @ 2005-01-04T11:35:00

2005-01-04T19:36:13Z

okay, must be quick, only 40 seconds to update
uh just arrived in canada, katherine wilkins on same plane as me, same hotel... very weirded out
later

metal_flaw @ 2004-12-30T21:39:00

2004-12-30T11:49:32Z

......am currently horrified at world crisis........ of which the death toll is expected to reach 100 000 peoples and is currently around 80 000...

i like nearly cried when i heard the news reports of the survived yeah... in particular that aussie guy whose wife died T_T he was blaming it on himself and am currently wanting to hit him on the head and console him at the same time ><

have been on an emotional high lately... maybe cause i'm still sick and have to drink the insanely bitter chinese medicine...
^^ i luv my cousins they're so cute and they got a dog called chase and he's really cute!!!

yeah, i uh send my condolences to peoples who lost peoples in the past week

metal_flaw @ 2004-12-26T21:50:00

2004-12-26T10:51:15Z

check that --> it's now developed into a cold and sore throat...

CHRISTMAS!!! at its worst!!!

2004-12-25T10:17:09Z

WHEEEE!!! peoples, Christmas is here!!
...not that it's been one of the best Christmas's i've had... half the family is away... have yet again caught someone's flu which has been killing my poor throat and forcing me to take swigs of cough medicine from a bottle like an acholic -.- am seriously not feeling well

am also feeling very stupid at the moment --> after swigging---er getting a spoon and pouring two neat tablespoons of the foul tasting liquid for myself to take i got some menthol or something onto my fingers.

........and rubbed my eyes. finger right up against eye, skin on eyeball --> on both eyes

i.t..h.u.r.t..l.i.k.e..h.e.l.l like the seventh level of hell
i swear i was on the verge of swearing profanities right into my mums face, was bawling my eyes out and begging for mercy. it felt like my eyeballs were sizzling in hot oil or something
>< and just had a shower which aggravated my eyes again -.-

merry christmas to me

err...yeah enough whining from me MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE

hahaha on a happier note i'm leaving! i'm going to Canada! to ski! in ...10 days! how cool is that?!
eh...hopefully i will be more excited when i leave -.-

PARTAY!!!

2004-12-21T11:26:33Z

insane funess today happened --> strictly school friends only *coughangelinecough* CHRISTMAS PARTY YAY!!!

heheheh so highlights of the day:
- got up early than 10:30 --> 8:00 while squish arrived
- rachel arrived! saving us from damning boredom which started a chain reaction of arrivals
- grossed everyone out by playing Mortal Kombat Deadly Alliance while Angeline drooled over Johnny Cage’s abs even while he spewed forth ketchup blood and we impaled him with knives
- LUNCH!! Slightly on the healthy side with carrots and celery -- > finished of by Angeline sided with junk food as an entre. Next came pizza and sushi which by the time we got to, were too full to eat anymore
- DESSERT!! Made jelly the night before and was served with fruit, marshmallows, strawberries and cream and in its glorified existence the canned bottle of LIGHT WHIPPED CREAM
- Watched the Nightmare Before Christmas for its theme for which the majority of the party enjoyed
- went out to tennis court to watch each other play commentate on our bad skills at tennis. Also race each down the steep driveway with scooters and attack each other with the lone miniscule water gun that continuously had to be refilled at the fountain
- eskimoSquish was pushed into the pool *accidentally* by itling clothes and all which persuaded alex with strange reasoning to jump in too à disregarding the fact the angry parents would soon be picking them up
- heeee joined the crowd of pool swimmers and jumped in with Vicky^^ twas B-E-A-UTIFUL
- Angeline, freaked out by Rachel and itling, decided to huddle in a little cobweb corner of the garden but was eventually pulled into pool by them anyway
- Parents reaction to wet daughters in swimming pool : priceless

must ask for scans of polaroid pictures taken today by vicky... hah but on the otherhand my mum took videos for us so all's good *hehehheheh*

Am contemplating whether or not to wear Woolworth’s Christmas hat out tomorrow… but am in hesitant thought as to being dragged off to asylum by randoms…hmmmm

metal_flaw @ 2004-12-11T15:11:00

2004-12-11T04:12:15Z

...hmmm it's holidays now T_T I'M SO FRIGGIN BORED DAMNIT

*sigh* hehehehe better than my sis i guess, on exchange in Japan
6 days a week, from around 8 to 6 she has to go to school WAHAHAHHAHAH
...i'm mean but she still loves me^^

heee 14 days till CHRISTMAS
it's fun walking past all the department stores to see scary electronically programmed santa's, reindeer and the like waving at you... okay so thats not quite what i like...nor is it fun but yeh

Have recently developed a sore throat...which is in a way pissing me off...as the countless lozengers and remedies that i have been taking are not friggin working...
hopefully i will be better before christmas
Metal_flaw

metal_flaw @ 2004-11-24T21:02:00

2004-11-24T10:38:01Z

bald...slightly homosexual guys who come up to you and compliment you on your hair ..whilst they don't have any themselves are slightly scary... especially when they act like Carson..from Fab Five...you wonder whether their asexual or not...meh enough angst -->

exams are over! *does a happy dance*
one would expect to have lots of class bludges, free time, and bumming around...heh which of course i have had for the past few weeks, but thats not the point. English = labour. we have been forced to work like slaves, flogged and given low grades for trying to enjoy the upcoming Christmasy...air...atmosphere
@_@ CHRISTMAS IS NEARLY HEREE...

things to buy:
- presents
- presents for family
- presents for friends
- self indulgent presents
- presents for random people whom i have never heard of
- and...presents...for the sake of buying presents

things to do:
- watch Garden State
- watch The Forgotton
- watch Hero
- watch other movies
- listen to a Death Cab Cutie song to judge whether or not it is worthy enough of my very small playlist
- read a book...which i will hopefully finish

things to hate:
- english homework
- english tasks
- english topics
- studying aboriginality in 4 subjects, after previously studying it before (not that i have anything against aboriginality)
-

things to look forward to:
- !! the holdays !!
- !! snow !!
- !! skiing and snowboarding !!
- !! America !!
- !! American TV !!
- borrowing a book from the library which i have been wanting to borrow since the prehistoric ages but have always found it to be onloan T_T
- !! last-beautiful-girl scans !!
- PRESENTS...and giving of course

yeh...lots meh-ing..and randomness...and random bursts of laughter in the middle of no where... lots scary dupicate santa clauses...and.. summer

...hip...hurts...big fat ugly bruise...banged on hand rail...key in pocket...jabbed at same time...*whimper*...evil steph..laughed at me *grrr*

*angsts some more*
=P i am an angsty person
just watch me

metal_flaw @ 2004-10-16T17:56:00

2004-10-16T08:20:25Z

-_- school started on tuesday...

good thing we were wearing summer uniform, it was so friggin hot! i coulda cooked eggs on the ground
but it's gotton better so dats good

yesterday we watched Into the Woods............in which i seriously do not recommend you see it unless you are a deranged psychopath who likes to watch very much exposed pedophillic wolves in the act, see a very happy, very chubby and disturbingly bouncy little red riding hood, a jack who is as stupid and foolish as you can get and a very annoying and ugly witch

..........eh don't worry about me.............

T_T exams are hereeee and i have 3 exams on one day ><.......and i shall stop whining about it right now

*sigh*

now i must go back to the menial labour called study and revise all my subjects while i listen to music which distracts me and makes the whole process meaningless

Metal_flaw